{ Friday, May 2, 2008 }

Little Infinite Poem

To take the wrong road
is to arrive at the snow,
and to arrive at the snow
is to get down on all fours for centuries and eat the cemetery grass.

To take the wrong road
is to arrive at woman
woman who isn't afraid of light,
woman who murders two roosters in one second,
light which isn't afraid of roosters,
and roosters who don't know how to sing on top of the snow.

But if the snow chooses the wrong heart
then it might meet the wind from the south,
and since the air cares nothing for groans,
we will have to get down on all fours again and eat the cemetery grass.

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Since women fear light,
and light trembles before roosters,
and roosters only fly above the snow --
we will have to eat the cemetery grass forever.

-- Federico Garcia Lorca

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{ Monday, April 21, 2008 }

Best album of all time?

So far, my quizzees have answered:

  • Swans are Dead
  • Blue
  • Pet Sounds
  • My Aim is True

Mine? Loveless.

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{ Sunday, April 20, 2008 }

Notes from Dante in Love
  • Dante originally called The Divine Comedy "Vision"
  • T.S. Eliot said people stay in Hell only because they cannot change
  • The Latin word for "knowledge" sapientia, means the distinctions of the tongue, taste
  • In the early 1300s, businesses establish themselves, taking the name "company" which literally means "with bread": companie
  • Memory palaces. "The terrifying gargoyles of the cathedral at Chartres and the monstrous designs unfurling on manuscript pages like the Book of Kells are often considered evidence for the tortured psychology of medievals. In fact, these might just be examples of men following classical rules of medieval memory arts" - Frances Yates.
  • Everything from Gothic cathedrals to Byzantine miniatures, Carlovingian ivories and Romanesque capitals tried to be an encyclopedic memory palace of images, intended to teach a populace that could not read and further persuade those who could. (p. 88)
  • No creature naturally emits a good smell, writs Theophrastus, except for the panther
  • "Sailing and transgressing: these are companion ideas since ancient ties. They suggest ambition is a kind of wandering, and something more: that life can be lived fully only by means of things that can be fatal to it....In a post-Freudian word we say the destiny we can will into being is not the destiny we want." (p. 117)
  • "Existence is endurable only as an aesthetic fact." - Richard Rorty

And Hadrian's poem to his soul:

Animula, vagula, blandula
Hospes comesque corporis!
Quae nunc abibis
In loca, pallidula, frigida nudula
Nec ut soles dabis iocos?

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{ Wednesday, April 16, 2008 }

Neutral Milk Hotel Review

It's been almost exactly 10 years since I wrote this review of Neutral Milk Hotel's album In The Aeroplane Over The Sea. 10 years! That album hasn't meant any less to me after all this time. The review could have used a good editor; I'm an incorrigible putter-inner who relies on the help of a strict taker-outer. But it still got halfway to expressing the way music makes you feel like you've just fallen in love, or witnessed a miracle or are living in a poem. Not bad, old self, not bad.

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{ Tuesday, April 15, 2008 }

The use of moods

Aw, thank you sweet people for worrying about my being sad. A few books and I was good as new pale green spring grass. It was just a mood. From the Anne Carson I was reading yesterday:

He hugged his overcoat closer and tried to assemble in his mind Heidegger's argument about the use of moods.
We would think ourselves continuous with the world if we did not have moods.
It is state-of-mind that discloses to us
(Heidegger claims) that we are beings who have been thrown into something else.

Today was a fantastic day. So many good things happened.

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{ Monday, April 14, 2008 }

In The Woods by Tana French

In the woods

I almost missed a couple of meetings because of this book, promising myself I'd leave the house and get downtown, but unable to force myself to stop reading, even starting a new chapter over the cries my Inner German screaming you're late, you're late. It's a good book, a thriller.

In The Woods is about two detectives on a case regarding a murdered child, eerily similar to a murder that happened 20 years earlier on the same spot, involving the detective Rob Ryan at the same age. The book circles around Ryan's relationship with his partner Cassie Maddox, the various suspects, scoundrels and psychopaths they encounter in their work, and, of course, solving the crime. It's a literary thriller with just the right amount of prosiness and just the right amount of plot. And is a great panegyric to the platonic male-female relationship, a girl-boy buddy/police partnership.

There was a Nabokovian moment of reader-taunting after the killer was revealed that annoyed the hell out of me, but besides that, In The Woods is beach or subway or just plain armchair reading par excellence. And the cover is rad.

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{ Sunday, April 13, 2008 }

Book reviews

I just went back and read all these old book reviews I wrote 3-5 years ago, and the rest going back to 2000. I'm in New York and sad and broken and missing my bed and dogs and friends and library and so I went to the bookstore and bought paperback copies of three of my favorite books, Invisible Cities, Jesus' Son, and Autobiography of Red. A cup of tea plus words I'd read so many times before and my soul felt warm and wooly and home, even without the dogs and slippers, and housed as it is in this banal IKEA-furnished apartment on the Upper West Side.

I started photographing the books I've read, but realize now I should take the time to write them up again, if only because the palest ink is better than the strongest memory, a Chinese proverb I'm fond of. To have read a book, and to have gained something from it, and to be able recover that something years later is like sending gifts to your future self. So I'll start with a brief blurb about In The Woods, while it's still clear in my memory.

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New Ending:
All over the world the beautiful red breezes went on blowing hand
in hand.

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{ Wednesday, April 9, 2008 }

Notes from Deep Economy
  • All primates live in groups and "an isolated individual will repeatedly pull a lever with no reward other than the glimpse of another monkey." (Richard Layard)
  • Medieval cities usually had about 20,000 people, divided into four quarters, with a church in the center, each quarter having its own shops and schools, but everything within easy walking distance. (Jeremy Rifkin, The European Dream)
  • In 1900 the state of Iowa had 1300 local opera houses. "Thousands of tenors earned adequate, if modest, livings performing before live audiences." (Robert Frank, Luxury Fever)
  • The Gini coefficient was developed by economists to measure inequality. US is .40, China is .45, Japan is .25.

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{ Monday, April 7, 2008 }

Presocratic Philosophy

Thales, a Presocratic philosopher, thought that, contrary to appearances and common sense, the world was composed of water, while Heraclitus thought it was composed of fire.

Gleaned from my Intellectual Devotional.

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Daniel Taylor on Change

Change doesn't happen because of how we invest our money. Change happens because of how we invest our human energy, and it always has since we came down from the trees. Everyone's got a margin of discretionary energy -- ten percent, twenty percent -- that isn't used up making their way in the world. That's the energy that's available for social change.

Taylor runs a non-profit called Future Generations, which I read about in Deep Economy, where it says that the crucial document in their development programs isn't a budget, or a plan of what they are going to achieve in the next five years, but a work plan that details what the next project the community is going to tackle, and the steps required to make it happen.

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{ Thursday, March 27, 2008 }

Collaborative Crossword Puzzling on Flickr

Flickr

Click through to the Flickr page to see the notes.

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{ Monday, March 24, 2008 }

Lyn Cowan on Mentalspeak. In her essay Feeding the psyche, Junk words and corn-fed music, psychologist Lyn Cowan attacks the meaningless language of psychology, lacking depth and significance, words such as addiction, dysfunctional, relationship, boundary, depression, personal growth, abuse, wellness, wholeness, positive, negative, appropriate, sexuality, spirituality. She calls this "mentalspeak."

Consider the mentalspeak word "issue". "Issue" is an all-purpose word that has replaced several other words, such as dilemma, conflict, quandary, confusion, mess. What did people have before they had issues? How did we talk to each other about our blind confusions, our heart-stopping fears, sweet hopes, crippling loses and hot-blooded enthusiasms before we started calling everything an "issue"? I saw an advertisement in one of my local newspapers a few weeks ago offering counseling for "grief issues". What if I only had the grief, and not the issue?

Mentalspeak words deny or minimize depth, complexity and intensity of feeling. Worse than having an issue, is having an "issue around." She's got some gems in there. "I'm not comfortable with the idea of genocide" for example. "I have a lot of anger" instead of, well I'm mad as hell.

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{ Friday, March 21, 2008 }

Prostitution

OK so Bambi -- or Kristen - or whatever her name is this week -- is a truly pretty woman. But that's where the similarities between the prostituted woman used by recently deposed New York Governor Eliot Spitzer and the famous Julia Roberts movie end.

There's nothing "pretty" about prostitution, notwithstanding the glamorization of the Emperor's Club as a kind of Neiman Marcus-version of what goes on for 25 bucks in dilapidated drug-fueled shacks in inner-cities across the United States.

Nearly all prostituted women were abused as children and end up selling their bodies out of desperation, drug and mental health problems, or because the trauma they suffered as kids literally trained their brains to believe that sexual exploitation is a form of affection.

Notwithstanding this shocking data, prostitution is often depicted as a desirable lifestyle, characterized as an expression of women's free choice. No surprise there, it's to be expected in a society where myths are perpetuated to facilitate all sorts of entitlements on behalf of the powerful.

And in classic hypocritical style when it comes to American attitudes toward women, our culture celebrates prostitution while condemning it as a crime. Worse, though designed to punish equally the men and women involved in the crime, the laws are enforced disproportionately against women. The johns and pimps are rarely brought to justice. Is it any wonder Eliot Spitzer thought the odds were good that he could avoid prosecution?

Prostitution causes other crimes, too, including child sex abuse and child pornography. When the claim is made that women have a "right" to sell their bodies, ACLU-types push the point and argue that children as young as 13 should be able to claim a similar right to sexual freedom.

Quite apart from the risk of harm to children is the risk to public health. A recent study found that 1 in 4 teenage girls has a sexually transmitted disease. This is the next generation of prostituted women who will be engaging in sex acts with, and infecting, men across all social, economic and class lines.

The fight against prostitution has nothing to do with prudishness and is not an anti-sex moral tirade. We should all, male and female alike, be having more sex with as many consensual partners as we desire, consistent with our individual values and lifestyles. The problem is not a sexual one, it is one of financial exploitation and virtual slavery particularly affecting vulnerable women and teenage girls.

It's easy to say the sale of sex for money is good for women. They can earn a living while engaging in pleasurable conduct, the argument goes. It even sounds like the women are successful and productive citizens because we've started to call them "sex workers" instead of "hookers", "whores" and other pejorative terms.

But the truth is so much uglier. Most prostituted women become addicts because they use drugs just to tolerate the experience, and nearly 100% have been raped "on the job". Virtually all sexual assaults of prostituted women go unreported and even the women who do come forward rarely have their cases investigated or prosecuted. In other words, a huge population of women is routinely being raped with impunity primarily because the violence they suffer is all wrapped up in confusing rhetoric about freedom and choice.

Prostitution has nothing to do with freedom and is more akin to slavery. Laws in this country forbid the selling of people because it is barbaric to treat human beings as commodities. Abolitionists taught us this important lesson many years ago when we put a stop to the slave trade and the sale of African Americans. (Just imagine calling slaves "cotton workers").

The problem is, we never quite stepped up to the plate to condemn the sale of women, and while reasonable people will argue that slavery is different, sale of the intimate self is as close to slavery as any activity could possibly be.

If prostitution were a business that facilitated the sale of sexual access to black citizens rather than women -- anti-racism leaders in this country would not be celebrating the activity as a type of "freedom". They would be demanding government support for sexually exploited minorities and stiff punishments for the pimps and the johns who use them.

We need to ask ourselves why we don't feel the same revulsion when we hear about the sexual exploitation of women of all colors.

Wendy Murphy
New England School of Law

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{ Thursday, March 20, 2008 }

Self control, bravery and generosity -- the three marks of a "Great Heart" according to the Sioux.

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